I forgot all about my breasts

Dear Love,
You are at Grandma's today, your Dad is working at the University, I am writing at home. I went out to Savers to look for cute glass jars to use for gifts. It is a lovely day. I am drinking iced matcha, the story I am working on is fun and moving along, the characters acting the story out in my mind, just ahead of my fingers typing them into action. I had salad at 1pm and realized I have not pumped! I forgot! I did not even feel my breasts getting so heavy, my nipples popping out, becoming smaller as the breasts fill out around them. I forgot I am making milk. It has been 5 hours. I dont know if I feel guilty? stupid?
Even though my breasts did not hurt when they were full after I pump I feel sick, I feel like I have been bled.
I think I need more sleep. Dad has been having a rough time and I try to get up with you and shelter his sleep.
Love,
Mom